Welcome to Capricorn Full Moon, and what an interesting moon she is as she can bring moments of utter beauty and fulfilment if we are able to acknowledge and understand our resistance towards contributing our gifts and talents to society.
This is the moon where many of us fill our lives with many other 'things' rather than exploring our lessons... as many of us are not brave enough to take this moon on due to watching ourselves fail in other times, leaving us to live with a resistance to re-enter the door of contributing our gifts and talents to society. Our talents are our inner knowing of their existence within us and our gifts are what is within us that is not within others. This moon touches the tenth house within our astrological chart and for most of us, the tenth house is the highest point of our chart. It is where the world can see our actions, our doings. It gives us an opportunity to look at or acknowledge what gifts and talents we contribute to our society, and we get a hint of the challenges of our contributing as this is the natal home of Saturn. Saturn is about where we are going to do the most work in this lifetime, and it is work that we don't really want to do. In astrology terms, the sixth house is where we make our money to live, to make ends meet. The tenth house is where we have the courage to make our finances from what we enjoy, what we want to contribute and for many of us, to contribute our talents has its challenges, especially when we have memories of and behaviours towards contributing our gifts and talents in other times. We are creatures of habit, we have our memories of other times and we do what we know. If in other times we have not experienced success towards contributing, we can find it confronting to try another time, to put ourselves forward again to tackle the enormousness of finding success with contributing what we want to contribute, leaving most of us scattered. Resistance Whenever we are unsure or scared, it is our habit to move into resistance, and our resistance has the power to choose a different direction for ourselves, to believe in our resistance, allowing us to find a way to block ourselves from where we would choose for ourselves. It becomes easy to do when we live from mind's way as we are so used to following whatever mind tells us to do, especially when we hit scariness as mind moves from protecting itself. Where is your resistance How is resistance acted out within your life How do you find ways to allow resistance to be in charge Do you believe in your resistance? If we could observe our day with a consistency, we would see we all experience resistance within our day, creating barriers when resistance rises. Resistance allows us to move away from confronting certain events. We can notice that resistance has the ability to change our direction from where we want to be. Resistance for most of us arrives through our thoughts, arrives through our emotions. And within this full moon if we are able to learn and understand how our personal resistance is acted out within our day, we can move to create change towards our resistance, allowing us to let go of our old ways, our old behaviours... and once resistance has changed, our belief system towards defeat can be altered. Defeat Whenever we hear ourselves saying words like: horrible, unfairness, injustice, heartache, cruel, we are experiencing some kind of defeat. Most of us have such a dislike for defeat that we have no desire to see it or witness it within our life. Most of us don't acknowledge as to how often we feel defeat as we are too busy blaming or criticising it, as most of our beliefs about defeat arrive from our memories. If we're able to recognise that we have lived in other lifetimes, then we can understand that within those other lifetimes we would have experienced defeat at some vibration, just like we have within this lifetime in some area. And if our defeat is experienced with a consistency and has cost us considerable pain and suffering, we tend to hold this within our memories, leading us to be on guard enough to want to protect ourselves from experiencing defeat in any form. So what do we do? We spend many of our moments protecting our defeat, leading us to block ourselves from healing our defeat as we have no desire to enter events or situations where defeat may be. Most of us have our set behaviours towards defeat, behaviours we depend on to keep ourselves away from facing defeat, or behaviours to protect ourselves from defeat even if we don't recognise them... we play them out in our everyday life... and here are just a few of the many ways we hide from our defeat: Some of us have the courage to go after our dreams for what we want to contribute to society, only to find when things don't go to plan, or when we feel things go wrong to how we wish, we move into stress, which moves us into a continuous flow of thoughts that leave us with wanting others to look after us, to protect us... leaving us holding our feelings of anxieties which flow into our doubt, confusion, and there we stay with our stress and doubt, leaving no room for our growth of our contributing, expanding our dreams, seeing our talents expanding and coming to fruition within our contributing. Others who have felt the pain of defeat of other lifetimes declare never to try again, so they invest all their energies into other people's dreams... all their space is spent making others successful, burying their own sorrow of never feeling their completeness of contributing their own gifts, their own talents. For some, sickness is a way out, where there are many moments of being unwell, either sickness within the body or emotional sickness where they are not available to feel any of the other higher emotional vibration, where they hold themselves to a constant flat vibration. This leaves them greeting each day with frustration, annoyance, leaving them with nowhere to go in achieving their contributing as their energeticness is too low for them to move. This allows defeat to be in charge for another lifetime, leaving them to not understand that each lifetime lived this way leaves them trapped in creating ways to change their habits towards contributing. Some choose to swamp themselves with things to do, as they keep ourselves busy filling in each and every moment of the day with activities and events, holding themselves to a tight schedule, leaving themselves with feelings of continuous anxiety, keeping them within all their thoughts and tightness... keeping them away from exploring their adventure towards contributing. Many of us have emotions attached to this moon. Many of us find ourselves lost and confused when defeat arrives when we want to contribute our talents to society and make a comfortable living from our contributing with a consistency. As we listen to all our stories that we have in regards to our contributing, and as challenging as they are, they are only challenging when we live from mind's ways. They become challenging when we want to prove and show to our world that we are enough to contribute. It is challenging when we look deep within and we see it is our personal success that we are looking for, leading us to habits of being self-absorbed which blocks our flow of genuineness to our contributing. Make that promise to self, give yourself the space to watch and understand the layers that are attached to your contributing. There is no greater gift that we can give ourselves than learning to uncover our lessons towards our contributing, not only for ourselves but for those who we assist on our journey. It is worth the time commitment towards your contributing, it is worth your belief to stay strong and committed. It is worth your courage to continue so you may learn how to create change to happen towards honouring your contributing. The feelings that arrive when contributing is reached gives us a whole new level of the purest of joy that can flow within us, adding to our energeticness that has a beauty to be felt. The unbelievable feelings of fulfilment that arrive lift our everyday emotions and allow a carefree flow as we move out into our world. It is what our soul's journey is about, to keep growing so we may reach a maturity within the wholeness of who we are, so we may be the best that we can be. I wish you well.
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Welcome to new moon in Gemini. This moon brings an opportunity to explore and understand our perception towards our tolerance - tolerance towards ourselves, towards others, towards our world and all that live within our world. We may not realise it, but each day we make many decisions based on beliefs that create our tolerance.
Within moon astrology, we all have lessons around our tolerance but if Gemini is joined to your moon or sun, or if your Chiron or north node are touched by Gemini, or Gemini touches other planets within your natal chart, then you have signed up to have a closer look and learn more towards how tolerance is acted out within your life. Tolerance from soul's perspective Tolerance is our emotions that we bring to situations. We make judgements on our situations for they are the perception of things, and our perception arrives from memories of other times (for most of us) and behaviours that we have carried forward from other spaces, especially if we have not given any attention to understanding and acknowledging our tolerance of things.
The list is endless as to where tolerance can show up within our day. Be mindful of how often it arrives in your day and the loudest one is your tolerance to events that arrive, events that you have no desire to see or experience in any of your moments. What thoughts and emotions do you contribute that help to make up tolerance, as it is a choice... Within this moon, be the observer as to where your tolerance arrives from and what energies you bring within you. When we live from mind's way it is easy for us to believe the depths of pain that we feel comes from events and situations, but if we are able to breathe and move into present moment, we can look more closely and observe each layer of our moments. We will see that it is our tolerance that determines the depth of pain we feel when events arrive within our life, it is our tolerance that determines our outcome of pain and sadness of each event. Tolerance is a word that can slip through the radar, and for us to not observe it or understand how it is acted out within our life leads us to continuing to tolerate events the same way that we have in other times. The same goes for events that bring joy and happiness, it is our tolerance that determines the vibration of joy that we feel within us. What energies do you bring with you when decisions are being made when tolerance is being acted out within your life - do you choose soul's language or mind's language? Tolerance and hardship If we are able to create change by doing our tolerance differently, it can lead us to create change within how we meet hardship as hardship is connected to this Gemini new moon. Gemini resides in the third house within the natal chart and presents an opportunity to witness lessons that can be changed around hardship that we might see within our neighbourhood and our community, or it could show up within our relationships with aunts or uncles, cousins or siblings. Looking and understanding how hardship is acted out within our lives is of great benefit to our well being. If hardship goes unrecognised, it can lead us in a different direction to what we truly wish for ourselves. Hardship can keep us away from our dreams as too many of our moments are taken up with being on guard, suspicious of others, or of our world, as we protect ourselves from memories of other times towards hardship, leaving no room for spending our moments living from our dreams. Living from our dreams and desires is a life lived with vitality, optimism and joy, and within this new moon we have an opportunity to create change towards our hardship by looking at our tolerance. It's about looking at our interpretation towards our hardship, having an awareness of our hardship and the energies that we bring towards it. When we live from mind's way, we experience hardship most days, even if we create them from our thoughts or emotions. From seeing small and insignificant hardships such as doing the grocery shopping when it's cold and wet or facing housework when we're already feeling exhausted, to more challenging in-your-face hardships, such as financial struggles or experiencing constant defeat, we pick up our lessons where we left off from other times. What have you signed up to learn about hardship this lifetime? What events or stories have you signed up to do differently? Hardship is an energy that can have a different vibration for different events within our life. It can also depend on how often our hardship arrives within our life, as we all have experienced some form of challenging emotions in regards to hardship. When our hardship leaves us feeling vulnerable or our hardship keeps repeating itself over and over, it can touch us to the point where it shakes us to our core, leaving us weak, scattered and fearful where we only believe in the hopelessness of who we are in certain areas of our life and never want to see hardship again. So what do we do? We learn to manipulate and control all forms of hardship that may enter our life. Control can take the form of running and hiding from anything that we interpret as hardship, which can leave us in challenging relationships or in unrewarding jobs or uneventful lifestyles. When it comes to hardship, we can tolerate a lot of pain rather than learning and understanding our lessons towards hardship. We might demand certain situations don't appear within our life because of our inability to cope with them, leading us into emotions that are painful to put up with each day, such as overwhelming feelings of unfairness and unjustice. They leave us with nowhere else to go other than to believe our painful emotions as we keep wishing and hoping that the hardship will stay away from us, only to find that it keeps reappearing. We keep adding to all our stories of how this should not be happening, and it leads us to believe in our emotional flatness, our change of moods and the exhaustion that follows. What we are not understanding about hardship is that we can keep repeating the same behaviours but it won't change anything, we become the mouse on the wheel, going round and round, living and believing our pain. If we are able to lift our vibration, we can acknowledge our hardship is only here for us to step up, for us to look at it with vividness, with an innocence, so that we can see our hardship with fresh eyes. To do hardship differently is to watch it by observing ourselves and observing our emotions that arrive within moments of hardship. Are they a habit that we keep repeating, could our emotions be viewed differently, could we choose different actions, could our thoughts have more openness to them? For it is a truth: the only one that can change hardship within your life is you. Perhaps it is time to add character to who you are, as when we strengthen our character, it allows us to grow and evolve towards lessons of hardship. Hardship can be confronting and challenging, but how much of our pain is coming from our thoughts towards hardship? If you feel hardship too often, allow this Gemini moon to bring change to how you see and look at your tolerance to hardship, as when we make it our priority to be in charge of our lesson towards tolerance and hardship, we keep learning and uncovering, which allows us to choose a brighter journey. I wish you well. |
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