Welcome to Capricorn Full Moon, and what an interesting moon she is as she can bring moments of utter beauty and fulfilment if we are able to acknowledge and understand our resistance towards contributing our gifts and talents to society.
This is the moon where many of us fill our lives with many other 'things' rather than exploring our lessons... as many of us are not brave enough to take this moon on due to watching ourselves fail in other times, leaving us to live with a resistance to re-enter the door of contributing our gifts and talents to society. Our talents are our inner knowing of their existence within us and our gifts are what is within us that is not within others. This moon touches the tenth house within our astrological chart and for most of us, the tenth house is the highest point of our chart. It is where the world can see our actions, our doings. It gives us an opportunity to look at or acknowledge what gifts and talents we contribute to our society, and we get a hint of the challenges of our contributing as this is the natal home of Saturn. Saturn is about where we are going to do the most work in this lifetime, and it is work that we don't really want to do. In astrology terms, the sixth house is where we make our money to live, to make ends meet. The tenth house is where we have the courage to make our finances from what we enjoy, what we want to contribute and for many of us, to contribute our talents has its challenges, especially when we have memories of and behaviours towards contributing our gifts and talents in other times. We are creatures of habit, we have our memories of other times and we do what we know. If in other times we have not experienced success towards contributing, we can find it confronting to try another time, to put ourselves forward again to tackle the enormousness of finding success with contributing what we want to contribute, leaving most of us scattered. Resistance Whenever we are unsure or scared, it is our habit to move into resistance, and our resistance has the power to choose a different direction for ourselves, to believe in our resistance, allowing us to find a way to block ourselves from where we would choose for ourselves. It becomes easy to do when we live from mind's way as we are so used to following whatever mind tells us to do, especially when we hit scariness as mind moves from protecting itself. Where is your resistance How is resistance acted out within your life How do you find ways to allow resistance to be in charge Do you believe in your resistance? If we could observe our day with a consistency, we would see we all experience resistance within our day, creating barriers when resistance rises. Resistance allows us to move away from confronting certain events. We can notice that resistance has the ability to change our direction from where we want to be. Resistance for most of us arrives through our thoughts, arrives through our emotions. And within this full moon if we are able to learn and understand how our personal resistance is acted out within our day, we can move to create change towards our resistance, allowing us to let go of our old ways, our old behaviours... and once resistance has changed, our belief system towards defeat can be altered. Defeat Whenever we hear ourselves saying words like: horrible, unfairness, injustice, heartache, cruel, we are experiencing some kind of defeat. Most of us have such a dislike for defeat that we have no desire to see it or witness it within our life. Most of us don't acknowledge as to how often we feel defeat as we are too busy blaming or criticising it, as most of our beliefs about defeat arrive from our memories. If we're able to recognise that we have lived in other lifetimes, then we can understand that within those other lifetimes we would have experienced defeat at some vibration, just like we have within this lifetime in some area. And if our defeat is experienced with a consistency and has cost us considerable pain and suffering, we tend to hold this within our memories, leading us to be on guard enough to want to protect ourselves from experiencing defeat in any form. So what do we do? We spend many of our moments protecting our defeat, leading us to block ourselves from healing our defeat as we have no desire to enter events or situations where defeat may be. Most of us have our set behaviours towards defeat, behaviours we depend on to keep ourselves away from facing defeat, or behaviours to protect ourselves from defeat even if we don't recognise them... we play them out in our everyday life... and here are just a few of the many ways we hide from our defeat: Some of us have the courage to go after our dreams for what we want to contribute to society, only to find when things don't go to plan, or when we feel things go wrong to how we wish, we move into stress, which moves us into a continuous flow of thoughts that leave us with wanting others to look after us, to protect us... leaving us holding our feelings of anxieties which flow into our doubt, confusion, and there we stay with our stress and doubt, leaving no room for our growth of our contributing, expanding our dreams, seeing our talents expanding and coming to fruition within our contributing. Others who have felt the pain of defeat of other lifetimes declare never to try again, so they invest all their energies into other people's dreams... all their space is spent making others successful, burying their own sorrow of never feeling their completeness of contributing their own gifts, their own talents. For some, sickness is a way out, where there are many moments of being unwell, either sickness within the body or emotional sickness where they are not available to feel any of the other higher emotional vibration, where they hold themselves to a constant flat vibration. This leaves them greeting each day with frustration, annoyance, leaving them with nowhere to go in achieving their contributing as their energeticness is too low for them to move. This allows defeat to be in charge for another lifetime, leaving them to not understand that each lifetime lived this way leaves them trapped in creating ways to change their habits towards contributing. Some choose to swamp themselves with things to do, as they keep ourselves busy filling in each and every moment of the day with activities and events, holding themselves to a tight schedule, leaving themselves with feelings of continuous anxiety, keeping them within all their thoughts and tightness... keeping them away from exploring their adventure towards contributing. Many of us have emotions attached to this moon. Many of us find ourselves lost and confused when defeat arrives when we want to contribute our talents to society and make a comfortable living from our contributing with a consistency. As we listen to all our stories that we have in regards to our contributing, and as challenging as they are, they are only challenging when we live from mind's ways. They become challenging when we want to prove and show to our world that we are enough to contribute. It is challenging when we look deep within and we see it is our personal success that we are looking for, leading us to habits of being self-absorbed which blocks our flow of genuineness to our contributing. Make that promise to self, give yourself the space to watch and understand the layers that are attached to your contributing. There is no greater gift that we can give ourselves than learning to uncover our lessons towards our contributing, not only for ourselves but for those who we assist on our journey. It is worth the time commitment towards your contributing, it is worth your belief to stay strong and committed. It is worth your courage to continue so you may learn how to create change to happen towards honouring your contributing. The feelings that arrive when contributing is reached gives us a whole new level of the purest of joy that can flow within us, adding to our energeticness that has a beauty to be felt. The unbelievable feelings of fulfilment that arrive lift our everyday emotions and allow a carefree flow as we move out into our world. It is what our soul's journey is about, to keep growing so we may reach a maturity within the wholeness of who we are, so we may be the best that we can be. I wish you well.
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