Welcome to Scorpio New Moon. This moon gives us an opportunity to explore what events, emotions and habits we have buried, things that have been too painful or confronting to look at either in this lifetime or another. We have all buried something, and we do this because we believe that in doing so, we have solved our problems. However when we bury our baggage it simply continues to visit us each and every lifetime, and it can create sadness, confusion, and scaredness, depleting our hopefulness in life.
I have noticed in my years of observing that when we live from mind's ways, we are in a hurry to get rid of our emotional pain, or whatever is that we have decided to bury, as mind wants to protect us. What we don't acknowledge is the consequences of burying things and how this can influence our life and block our direction. We can become so consumed with controlling what we have buried and keeping it buried that we end up convincing ourselves that it is okay to put up with pretending that all is well. To move away from mind's way is to come from soul's language, where we understand that the baggage we are in a hurry to bury is only there for us to differently... our baggage is only there to transform, allowing healing to take place instead of the burying. When we experience heartache and emotional pain every lifetime, we can believe that it's unbearable to live with, especially if our broken heart arrives from feelings of not belonging or always being betrayed or abandoned. We can believe that we can't live with our pain or we can't trust ourselves to keep living with our pain for it's too disturbing, it changes our mood, and we see ourselves living with a flow of anxiety within our days. So how do we survive? We bury our emotions by freezing them within our body, creating a coldness within that allows us to remain guarded, suspicious, disconnected and scared. When we hurry to get away from our emotional pain, we don't allow the space to heal ourselves and learn to claim our freedom and create the emotional life that we choose for ourselves. Many of us bury our gifts and talents as we've experienced defeat around them in other lifetimes. We might believe that our talents are rejected by others, leaving us with feelings of frustration and bitterness, and in our hurry to avoid these feelings, we bury our gifts and talents and keep ourselves busy with other things. What we don't acknowledge is our envy, as we watch others succeed, and we move to a rhythm of boredom, uneventfulness, and other painful outcomes. We all have secrets that we protect by burying them, covering them up, especially if our secrets bring feelings of shame and guilt as these feelings carry the lowest vibration of all emotions. But it is challenging to create change towards them when we bury them, and it leaves us with the sense that we have no other choice than to bury them, creating a continuous flow of unworthiness, and low self-esteem where we don't trust ourselves. This allows a flat energy to creep in, and living too long in a flatness can lead us to a depression, leaving little room for us to learn how to bring joy and happiness into our everyday life - so instead of creating joy from within, we require others to supply it to us. Living a life from soul's language allows us to see with a vividness that we have buried or covered up are emotions and behaviours that we feel are too painful to be in our life. But there comes a time where we will choose a lifetime to do differently, a time where we acknowledge with a truth that we are a soul on a soul's journey, we keep picking up where we left off from a previous life, revisiting the lessons that we haven't completed. We get to know these lessons through the events that appear in our lives with a consistency. They are there for us to see how we will solve them this lifetime... and if we keep choosing the same ways of controlling them as we have in other times, we will continue the same cycle of outcomes where we bury the baggage instead of healing it, believing that once it is buried we won't see it again - only to find that it keeps reappearing! When it reappears every lifetime, it can push us to despair and hopelessness, and when we believe the hopelessness, we have nowhere else to go other than move outside of ourselves. We become self-absorbed, angry of the unfairness and injustice of these reappearing events. We demand the world to be a certain way rather than choosing to create change towards our baggage. Our baggage is our responsibility and ours only, as only the soul can create the change. How do we create change? When the event, emotion or habit is there right in front of us. It's only in that moment that we can have the death of our old behaviours. Once we do differently, we can experience the rebirth. Through creating change, we can start to understand that most of our pain is not coming from the events that we see most lifetimes, the pain is coming from how we have tried to solve our baggage with our controlling and our demanding. Make the most of Scorpio moon's energies. Have the courage to let go of the control, as it allows you to open the door on your 'junk room' where most of us have buried our baggage. Acknowledge this is where you want to be and watch yourself breathe... acknowledge that you have arrived within your soul's journey to do differently. This is the lifetime to learn to come from a higher vibration, where you take responsibility by having acceptance of your baggage, allowing yourself to sort out what you have buried, allowing it to rise up so that you may have a closer look at the energies you have buried. Is there any truth to them? Are they as painful as you believe? How can you do them differently? Expand your relaxation to your days. Make that conscious decision to observe yourself breathe as many times as you wish within your day, allowing you to give greater attention to your emotions, and watch your actions and reactions so that you can understand what is truly happening, making room for you to choose different outcomes. This has a flow-on effect when the Scorpio New Moon directly meets us... you will have created the space for your wishes and desires towards how you would like to transform your old habits and behaviours. Have trust in your knowing within that you've got this - and as you are reading this, know that change is already happening and you are beginning to transform your sadness, leading you to a new found freedom for life. I wish you well.
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{Seeing life from soul’s perspective} We learn many things within soul's language when we understand reflections are everywhere within our life. As we enter the Taurus full moon, it can be a time of letting go of old ways towards our self-worth, giving us the opportunity to observe and question our self-worth. I believe our skin reflects our self-worth. Within your every day, what attention do you give your skin? What emotions do you bring toward your skin? What are the expectations of your skin? Choose moments to nourish your skin, spoil your skin, feed your skin – as our skin is one of our organs; it flourishes when it is soaking up fresh organic food. Spend some moments with your skin, get to know it, and in doing so, you strengthen your skin. I want to share with you a simple, homemade skin food that you could try. Aloe Vera and lavender skin food Simply gather: • aloe vera • fresh lavender flowers And then follow the steps in the photos below. Once prepared, put on relaxing music and move into your calmness, your gentleness, your kindness as you douse your whole body in skin food.
Allow yourself to be present as you get to know your body, as you massage your body. Feel the beauty of it. Feel your skin's enjoyment of it, and take your reflection – you are creating change within your self-worth by nourishing your beautiful skin. Store remaining skin food in the fridge, and spoil your skin often. 🙂 Welcome to the full moon in Taurus. This moon brings with her energies that allow us to understand how we carry out our safety and security behaviours, and what self-worth habits we continue to act out. It is beneficial to take the moments required to observe these ways, as the emotions and behaviours we bring towards them can touch and affect our everyday vitality.
We all have memories of events of other times where our safety and security has been tested and challenged, and our unworthiness from other times may have lead us to experience shame, or the very least feelings of vulnerability, moving us towards living a guarded or suspicious life. It is common for us to tap into our old memories of coping with our safety insecurities and our self-worth habits from other times, and in doing so, we bring them forward and continue the same pattern of actions and reactions in this lifetime. Safety and security What hinders us most around our safety and security is the way we continue to protect them, preferring not to question our insecurities or exploring what is truly happening. If we did, we would see our safety insecurities create a certain degree of anxiousness within us, driven by a feeling of scariness that moves to an everyday sense of sadness that seems to follow us. When we look even closer, the pain arrives because of our own actions, thoughts, and emotions that we continually bring forward whenever our safety insecurities arrive, leaving no room for our individual direction. This hinders our dreams, our everyday adventures, and enthusiasm. Some examples:
To reach our next layer of change towards our safety insecurities is to acknowledge that only we can create the changes... only we can choose to bring a different approach - bring different emotions, different actions, and reactions when our safety issues arrive. This is the moment where change can happen... where we dig deep... where we hold our scariness and still create change, where we own our courage and choose a different outcome. We all desire change from our painful past, and we are all learning to create change in challenging moments. Self-worth Here we are at Taurus moon, allowing us to observe our self-worth, and to be honest, many of us try to avoid the lessons of this moon as we keep our self-worth lessons at arm's length, preferring to keep them covered up. We do this by listening to our mind telling us our self-worth issues are not part of us, yet we all have experienced those self-worth moments. Moments where we have felt our painful emotions and seen how loud our emotions become, we have felt our body shake, our heart beating at a rapid pace, we have heard our loud and continuous flow of thoughts as to how we can escape our situation, or we berate ourselves with our constant stream of thoughts of not being enough. We may have seen ourselves demanding others or the world to behave a certain way whenever our unworthiness is present, and whenever our unworthiness appears, it can create confronting experiences for us, leaving us holding our unworthiness in charge of our life as we allow our mind to maintain its habit of pandering to our self-worth ways, putting up with them by covering up as much as we can, even at the price of living with our anxieties, feeling our shame as we believe the unworthiness, and all because we avoid bringing our self-worth issues forward so we may question them, explore them. Is there any truth to them, or are we just repeating behaviours of other times? All of us have self-worth lessons; it's just the vibration that varies. Some of us have loud unworthy lessons, while others are softer. Wherever we are within our self-worth lesson, we are all influenced by our feelings of not being enough in some way. For example:
It's not until we begin to observe ourselves that we understand how self-worth touches our emotions. When we can watch ourselves becoming flat or sad or holding feelings of shame or doubt, feelings of less than, we can see that these energies lower our everyday vibration. While we are experiencing these lower vibrations, we stay within them, as our energy vibration is too low to do anything else other than to remain in our belief system of self-worth, leaving no room for growth within our evolutionary journey. Instead, it blocks our evolution path, as controlling our self-worth takes up much of our energy, and if you have reached the moment where you are choosing to be more in charge of your evolutionary growth, where you are working towards being more self-sufficient within your spiritual growth, it is worth investigating your self-worth, as I’m sure you will discover your self-worth ways hinders your inner growth. How do we move forward? If you desire a life with feelings of becoming more secure, or if you would like some change within your self-worth habits, begin your transformation by making a promise to self to find moments within your day for relaxation, as relaxation allows us clarity in what is happening within our everyday. It also creates a flow to enable change to take place. Strengthen your relaxation so your able to understand how relaxation works best for you. Within those relaxing moments, chat to yourself with a kindness and a gentleness, saying how you would like to be in charge to experience feelings of safety within your world, and where you would want to understand and take on your habits of safety issues and come to appreciate your unworthiness is your responsibility to create change towards. The issues you carry forward within your security and worth issues are not here to keep believing; they are only here for you to heal so you can live your life from genuine desires. Watch as events arrive that touch your safety and security or self-worth. Observe and question what emotions you bring to your circumstances - is your choice of emotions necessary? Could you choose a different emotion? Watch your actions... observe and question what actions you bring to the event, as most of us have a set history of actions we rely on and bring towards our security, and we also have an established history towards our self-worth behaviours, which enables us to act out our old ways with ease. When we watch, we can see many attachments to both these energies that are only there to uncover and do differently. Value any change... notice your changes no matter how small... for the changes you make towards letting go of your old worn out habits allows for a flow, as this is what the full moon does best, it relinquishes what we have outgrown if we are available to make those changes, giving us the space to keep expanding ourselves. Adding to our growth creates a flow for the next moon, and with each moon, we move closer to obtaining the life we would choose for ourselves. It is a beautiful world we belong to, and when we begin to heal our security issues and self-worth habits, we allow ourselves to settle in and become more involved within our world, expanding our journey of wanting to contribute our gifts and our talents to our society and all those within our wonderful world. Wherever you are within your journey, I wish you well. Welcome to Libra New Moon. This moon brings in the Libran vibrations of equal and the vibration of balance. It gives us the opportunity to acknowledge what we understand about our behaviours towards feelings of equal within all areas of our life, as whatever beliefs we allow ourselves to live with touches and affects how we view balance, and the way that balance is acted out. I have seen how these two energies tend to go under the radar as most of us don’t understand the power they carry. When the energies go unnoticed, our perception of equal and balance will dictate our life, blocking our direction, I have observed how the influence of these energies is greatly underestimated.
Lessons in equal We have all signed up to create change within our lessons around equalness this lifetime, as we have all brought memories and behaviours of equal into this life from other lifetimes without even realising. These memories see us drift into the same behaviour patterns where we experience feelings of not being equal within how we look... feelings of not being equal within friendships... feelings of not being equal within relationships... feelings of not being equal within the workplace... and any other areas of life where our inner knowing of not feeling equal creates a sadness. When we bring truthfulness in observing our equalness, we can discover that it's an energy that brings many challenging emotions, yet if we can hold a stillness within us through the challenging moments, it allows us to follow the energy threads that surround our equalness and explore why we are feeling this way. Most of us discover our sadness comes from our own thoughts, our own actions, and reactions. If we look deeper we might observe ourselves demanding that others give us our equalness, or we might see ourselves trying to control others through our actions, willing them to behave a certain way in how they treat us equally. Or we may feel the hopelessness of always seeing the same outcomes within our feeling of equal, no matter how we try to do differently. It is here that we can observe our reaction of wanting others to repair our feelings around equal rather then taking responsibility for our own changes and creating that shift within ourselves. Not feeling equal can see us letting go of our dreams and what we wish for ourselves. It leads us to long periods of boredom and uneventfulness and we become comfortable with hiding ourselves and living life from a flat energy. When we don't feel equal, we create imbalances within ourselves in the way we direct our energies. For example, we might make our life about other people's wants rather than giving attention to our own requirements. Or, we can have feelings of being less than we really are, creating feelings of shame, especially if we have lived other lifetimes with the same feelings. There's also the other side of equal, where some of us believe that others are less than us, granting ourselves permission to superior behaviours where we are not hearing what we say to others, not noticing how we treat others. This too creates stagnation lifetime after lifetime, as when we don't notice this happening, we don't see ourselves believing that our superior ways have more importance than our happiness. We value being superior over others rather than learning to enjoy others. Lessons in balance Balance is an energy that we can all strengthen within our life, and this is the moon that supports us in creating the changes, especially if we truthfully question ourselves: how is balance acted out within my actions, reactions, thoughts, and emotions? It's a tremendous opportunity to shift confronting energies that are painful to live with, and create greater harmony. Even though imbalances are painful, it can be very challenging to choose change and carry through with it when we have followed the same behaviours every lifetime. It is worth the effort though, as balance can contribute a flow in learning how to format change. Begin by asking yourself some questions about your balance... and when asking yourself the questions, allow your answer to arrive from what you have experienced rather than what your mind tells you. Do you experience:
Soul's perspective Our soul has witnessed that most of us underestimate how our feelings of equalness and balance can influence our decisions, and how our lessons of equal and balance can change our course. It is because we can't recognise these feelings or we aren't taking on our lessons towards equal as it feels too confronting to face that leaves us with our same habits and behaviours. These behaviours will continue to flow into our life until we step up and choose to create change towards them. To choose change, begin by observing yourself - your thoughts, your emotions and watch your actions and reactions to any events containing elements of equalness. You can watch and learn how they influence you, and this allows you to understand why you behave the way we do. What triggers you, how loud are your triggers, when your triggers arrive, how do you react? Are your reactions painful to yourself or to others? You are the only one who can create the change and do differently. In every moment you have a choice, and if you can choose a different way, you are able to let go of your old ways. What are your intentions within this Libra moon? Make that promise to self to observe a little deeper, see the next layer of your equal habits and your next layer of balance. Acknowledge any change you create towards these energies, as all change is movement... all change is growth. Remembering when your equalness is lifted to a higher vibration, you will have greater balance within your every day, and your life will have a greater flow and easiness to it, joy will be felt in a relaxed way. It is worth the persistence to strengthen your equalness, to strengthen your balance, allowing you to move closer to the life you would choose for yourself. Wherever you are within your soul's journey, I wish you well. Welcome to Aries Full Moon. This moon gives you the opportunity to question and acknowledge your identity, what you have outgrown, what habits, behaviours or emotions you have outlived, providing space to surrender them, and allow the letting go of your old worn out ways.
Aries moon brings forward her ancient wisdom and the opportunity to gain a closer look at your individual Self and the many intriguing energies that make up your identity, Let it be your intention to move towards acceptance, calmness, and relaxation as it allows you the opportunity to slow everything down and create stronger clarity when observing your everyday doings;
We can miss many things, or misjudge many things about our identity when we lead from mind's way... and we can bypass many observations about our identity, as mind takes more interest in seeing what's happening outside of ourselves. We can easily be influenced by what others are saying about us rather than being responsible for our own beliefs about ourselves. It is common for most of us to spend many of our moments competing with others, siblings, friends, work colleagues rather than following our unique direction of growth. Or, when it comes to identity, many choose to control their identity - choosing to be right or good, avoiding being wrong or bad, as we find it too challenging to deal with our thoughts and emotions when we are wrong. Or some might follow the rules and regulations at the cost of their desires, (to name a few), there are many ways we can lose our way when it comes to our identity. Within this moon, be the watcher and question what energies you allow to make up your identity in all areas: physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Physically As an individual, how do you live on this physical earth? How do you cope with the ordinariness of living? How well do you look after your body with food, water, rest? How often do health issues arrive? Mentally How much space does anxiety or stress take up within your day? How much space have you given to understand and watch your thoughts... observing how your thoughts affect your mood... how much space within your day do you experience calmness and peace? Emotionally What emotions do you visit consistently? What emotions do you allow to be part of your day? Do you question your emotions and whether they need to be there? How often do emotional events run your life, as if you don't have a say? Spiritually How much say does your soul have within your everyday issues? How often do you live by soul's energies (acceptance, calmness, relaxation?) When questioning yourself, answer from what you have seen within your day, rather than asking your mind, as mind's attention is elsewhere... mind doesn't notice what's genuinely happening. It is up to us to create a better understanding of our true identity by watching from a higher observation of ourselves and our everyday actions. Observing with relaxation and calmness allows us to see with greater understanding and acceptance. Once we know what is happening, we can do differently, we can shift our old habits and create space to choose the identity that we desire for ourselves. Given a choice, most of us would choose to come from a higher knowing, to come from soul's language and to live our identity more from energies such as vitality, inspiration, generosity, passionate, genuine, purity, joy, celebration. Within this moon honour your identity, create change by doing differently within the individual you are, give greater independence in choosing energies you aspire to, vibrations like gentleness, and allow yourself to feel gentleness wherever you are within this moon... gentleness within your words to yourself or others, gentleness... no matter what energies others may bring... Watch the softness arrive within your body... feel the softness as you touch your face.... as you walk... feel the softness of your actions. Allow your identity to spend moments with truthfulness. Truthfulness to yourself... to others... following through with honesty in all areas of life. Hear yourself strengthening your beliefs towards Self, believing in your dreams... believing in this beautiful world and all those that make up the world in this moment of history, Strengthen your innocence. Try to meet all anew as if you haven't experienced events, people, memories before... where you move through life with brighter, carefree actions, where you are open to extending your vitality, your energetic enthusiasm in all that you do. These are just a few of the many higher vibrations you can reach for, to strengthen. This is what your journey is all about, allowing change within the individual of who you are within this lifetime where you keep reaching for your higher knowing that allows for a higher doing within the individual that you are. When we strengthen our identity by choosing change, we allow for the extension of growth... making the lessons that we encounter in the next moon smoother, for growth has a flow to it, growth has a rhythm, and we can choose the rhythm that blends best for ourselves. Wherever you are on your journey, make whatever changes you can at any vibration, as it is all change, any change is appreciated. Each drop of change contributes to your soul reaching its destination. I wish you well. Welcome to Pisces Full Moon. This moon is an opportunity to create change around what we believe to be fate and observe the emotions, behaviours, and habits that we carry from other lifetimes that keep us stuck or stagnant. When we have an understanding that we are a soul, we have always been a soul moving from one lifetime to the next; it allows us to see the importance of exploring what makes up our soul's energies and how these energies influence our vibration and life direction. Behaviours There are many behaviours that we can keep repeating without noticing when we live from mind's ways, as mind chooses thought over stillness. It is through stillness that we access the awareness to notice our behaviours. Many of us choose to share our life with certain behaviours, because its the way we've always done it every lifetime, even when they bring painful results and lead us to endure challenging emotions. The list of past life behaviours is endless... but here are some typical examples that most of us experience...
Pisces resides within the 12th house of the natal chart. As this is the last house within the zodiac cycle, we have seen many things about ourselves within previous moon cycles: how we act out our individuality, how we belong, what we contribute, what we bury, how we survive on Earth, to name a few. The cycles have lead us to discover more about ourselves, how we wish our life to be, and the skills to better observe the quieter energies that arrive within us in each lifetime - for these subtle energies can often be missed as they feel so familiar to us. Within this moon, consider what past life behaviours you have been travelling with for so long that you might not really notice? Emotions Observe your emotions within this moon.
Within this Pisces moon, give your soul the room to breathe. Make space for relaxation and stillness to allow for greater awareness of your emotions, even your quiet emotions, as our soul's knowing is to create change to grow, to evolve... Fate This moon is also an opportunity to look at what we believe to be our fate. Fate is what we believe keeps appearing within each of our lifetimes, and for most of us, our fate can be painful or extremely hard to put up with. Fate can be where we believe that nothing we can do will stop or block our fate from happening as if somehow we are paying for our past life mistakes. We can recognise our fate when events or situations arrive that trigger an avalanche of challenging emotion, and most of us find these emotions hard to put up with. They create anxieties or scariness within us, pushing us to believe these emotions are too hard to cope with, influencing us to the point where we fear certain events or emotions returning each lifetime. These events or emotions can have such an impact that they influence and change our direction in life. We may remain stagnant in our suspiciousness, holding us to our guardedness, especially if those events frighten us to the extent that we end up valuing what scares us rather than living our life and valuing our desires and dreams, a life where we contribute our gifts and talents. We can become trapped in a habitual cycle until we begin to understand that it is how we try to solve the fate that keeps us stuck in our fate cycle. Fate is an opportunity to do differently, to choose a different reaction, to meet fate with relaxation and question it. Have a curiosity towards it, observe your reactions. Could it be done differently? Allow this Pisces moon to be the beginning of doing past life behaviours and emotions differently by shifting your boundaries. You may be just beginning to look at your emotions more closely, or learning and extending your awareness by developing your relaxation, perhaps you are learning to have acceptance for energies you find painful, or you might be celebrating as you see the changes you are creating towards your behaviours. Wherever you are on your journey, I wish you well.
Welcome to Leo New Moon. An opportunity to observe how we respond to living on this earth as a human and the energies that make up our masculine vibration. When we lift our masculine self, it allows us to move to strengthen the spirit of who we are, living with more integrity to honour how we express ourselves within our world. Leo moons support us in observing how our masculine energies are acted out within our lives. It makes no difference if we are female or male, masculine energies are within all of us, and from soul's language, these energies relate to how we survive on Earth. We can begin to notice how self-sufficient we are. For example, how we provide shelter and supply food for ourselves, protect ourselves, even how self-sufficient we are at providing for our emotional needs (adoring ourselves, loving ourselves) because whichever thoughts we believe towards our self-sufficiency, this touches our sense of safety and security. Notice what emotions, memories and thoughts are common within your survival on Earth. Consider your masculine skills, what are they like? How do you go fixing and repairing mechanical things; finding solutions to everyday issues; working things out like understanding a map or following instructions... Within your survival, what actions do you believe in? Many of us try to hide from our survival lessons. Some hide behind health issues, others find it challenging to support themselves emotionally, so they hide behind submissiveness and give themselves permission to be sweet or charming to get others to look after them financially and or emotionally. All of these behaviours block a soul from taking on their lessons towards how they survive on Earth, leaving them to hit the repeat button and create the same outcomes each lifetime - controlling their survival lessons rather than exploring the fearful emotions. When we confront the fear, we allow our beliefs towards our survival abilities to rise up so we may challenge them, question them... for most of our beliefs aren't true. We believe them only because we have never investigated them, never challenged them. Within this moon, I strongly recommend you look into your survival knowing, as when we find ourselves weak or lacking in our survival skills, it touches our confidence and affects our beliefs about ourselves. When we come from mind's ways, we believe our stories towards our self-worth and it changes who we are. If we stay with these beliefs, they become the habit that we continually reach for - we are not understanding how this alters our place in our community and our contribution to society. Most of all, it affects our emotions and thoughts towards ourselves where we believe that we are not enough to survive in this world on our own. We are led to create a life where we choose to be with people who will look after us - not understanding the consequences of our choices that lead us to stay with them because of our inability to survive by ourselves - and this creates a sadness within. When we never take charge of our own survival, stress and anxiety can follow, leading us to 'demand' that survival issues never arrive within our life, which leaves no room to challenge or learn about our memories of defeat towards survival. We're pushed to let go of our dreams and how we would wish our life to be on Earth as all of our concentration is focused on finding ways to survive in what many of us believe to be a harsh world. Soul's perspective Within soul's language, survival lessons are just another energy for us to create change over how we have solved them in other times. In truth we all find ourselves in moments where we feel inadequate and not enough in some areas, but they're just moments to do differently... To understand if we stop berating ourselves or trying to cover up our behaviours, we would have more energy to strengthen our survival lessons. We can accept support while learning to support ourselves, knowing and seeing at another vibration within ourselves where things don't define us. We define ourselves, we are the ones in charge of holding our belief system and honouring our inner knowing. We are all trying to learn our survival lessons from a higher vibration and it begins where we have a kindness to self and a calmness within self, where we meet our survival habits with enthusiasm and openness and allow these energies to flow into our Leo Moon. Hold your relaxation, strengthen your relaxation, become aware of events or situations arriving as opportunities. Are any of these events or emotions arriving attached to how you act towards survival? Which of your emotions are common within this moon? Which energies do you commonly choose? Observe your balance within masculine words like, success or defeat, kindness or cruelty, superior or submissive, enthusiasm or flatness, playful or seriousness... Where can change happen for you within these energies? Where would you like to choose differently and come from a brighter vibration? When we acknowledge we're a soul moving from one lifetime to the next we recognise we've all witnessed issues with surviving. All of us are touched by or scared of memories from other times, the memories are etched within our soul, which can trigger challenging emotions whenever we're required to be self-sufficient towards our survival. For example, if we find ourselves out of work or with no reliable accommodation, it may leave us with challenging emotions that we find confronting to move away from. They're loud... loud enough to bind us to thoughts, creating discomfort within our stomach or for some of us, our heart. Within Leo New Moon, keep moving, even when the loudness is there. Allow yourself to experience change with issues in surviving, because you don't truly want to bury yourself, bury your dreams... We all desire to see our talents, our gifts come to fruition. We desire to live each day from enthusiasm and an energetic flow where we come to understand that it's us making the choices, we are in charge of our own direction, to get us where we wish to be. When we strengthen our masculine vibration, we start to see our truer self... we begin to see our genuine self, which gives rise to the spirit of who we are. And what a beautiful gift to give ourselves, to see the brightness of our spirit, moving through life from spirit vibration where life has flow and ease. Wherever you are within your journey, I wish you well.
The masses and its relationship to Aquarius Full Moon from moon astrology knowing is best described as all of us choosing to join each other at this very moment in time and history - and we have chosen a moment where our earth has become more crowded than any other time and confronts its own challenging issues for its survival. In this same moment, we have decided to learn our individual lessons and the next layer of our lessons is with each other.
Whatever it is we feel about living together as part of this generation, it touches and affects us in some way, it influences our behaviours, emotions and actions. This full moon allows us to question them all and create space to let go of the old ways that hinder us from living a more compatible life with others. We all have memories of other lifetimes lived on this earth, following each lifetime living from mind's way, leading us to remember the fearful events, the dramas, the chaos - we only have to look at the history books to notice how many souls have experienced horrific events here on earth. These events leave us suspicious and guarded and keep us within our thoughts. As individuals, we've all chosen to follow a path where events and situations that we feel create discomfort or pain will arrive within our lives so that we can observe our reactions and emotions to these events, and create change to the patterns we've carried from other times. This shift allows us to take our place in the world with harmony and with a joy to belong to this wonderful world. Take a moment to question yourself with an honesty how you experience life with The Masses, how do you belong, how do you feel about this world? What thoughts and emotions arrive? How do you respond in being part of The Masses with different cultures, living with different beliefs, living in different ways? What feelings arrive when you are visiting different parts of the world that are unfamiliar to what you are used to? What feelings arrive when you are to speak in large groups or crowds? Spend moments within this moon to understand your thoughts, actions and emotions towards being part of this world. I have observed over my many years of watching Aquarius energies that if we are not connected to this world and we keep ourselves separate from this earth or continually feel like the outsider, it blocks and hinders us from contributing our originality. It hinders us from sharing our brilliance, as we find it easy to keep them buried when we keep ourselves isolated. When we come to the understanding that we are a soul, we have always been a soul, learning and growing from one lifetime to the next, we become more available to acknowledge our inner uniqueness and originality, which allows us to explore them and see the beauty of them. This leads us to celebrate within ourselves our gifts and to feel our desire to honour and contribute our unique gifts to our world and our fellow companions. It is a combination of where we all are within our own uniqueness and inventiveness that determines what is written within the history book for our generation of souls sharing the earth in this moment. Just imagine if we could click our fingers and all of us (who are ready) could travel to a higher vibration, and as it is the moon of the unknown, leave the continuous choices that we choose to fill our days with. Imagine if our self-absorbed beliefs, our controlling thoughts and all the different ways we choose to keep ourselves busy could be left behind. We would be left with an emptiness that allows peace to choose the expansion of our uniqueness and the powerful eccentricities that are living within us and there would be space for us to visit them each day. What could we accomplish, what could we create? Just imagine what we could heal within our earth, what we could solve towards Earth's issues. What could we liberate? Imagine the possibilities that we could create together, where we are able to give back to our home, Earth. But first: we must step up within ourselves, heal our own fears and solve our own issues. This moon is about taking responsibility for our own specialness, allowing us to believe in our specialness, trusting in the unknown, having acceptance for the unpredictable, enjoying the unsual, and last but not least, liberating ourselves of beliefs towards our world and all those living and sharing with us in this moment on Earth. It is a beautiful world, full of wonderful souls, all at a different vibration, but creating some kind of change for themselves. Wherever you are within your own journey, I wish you well. Aquarius moons bring in the energies of planet Uranus and within moon astrology, Uranus holds us to acknowledge, learn and honour our originality. Through owning our originality we can recognise our uniqueness, eccentricities and inventiveness, and once we are able to understand that these are are there within us, we can start to unravel them.
We are all at different stages of this journey. Some of us are just beginning to understand that we have a brilliance within us and are learning to give it space through relaxation and moments of stillness. With this comes the learning to believe and trust in our uniqueness by chatting to ourselves, hearing ourselves say how we have a desire to develop and experience our eccentricities, observing our thoughts and catching moments where our thoughts are disrespectful to our brilliance. We're also observing and listening to our higher knowing, and celebrating when we observe the beginning of our uniqueness arriving through our intuition. Others have been actively working with their brilliance from within and know that it is there, but find it challenging to bring it to the world. This sparks enquiry into the habits, behaviours or memories that are blocking their uniqueness and holding them back. We all have memories of other lifetimes where we were rejected or felt defeat in expressing our eccentricities and bringing our unique gifts out for others to see. This left us with great emotional pain as our self-worth wasn't able to cope with the rejection and the defeat left us abandoning our brilliance, particularly if our uniqueness had us feeling different from others. Because of this past life event, we find ourselves stuck at the same place every lifetime where we are gifted with unique talents but are unable to move past expressing them to our community, to our world as we believe in the scariness of presenting them. When we aren't living a life where we offer our unique gifts, we tend to live a life feeling frustrated and dissatisfied that we aren't reaching our goals - and this creates a repeatedly uneventful life. An uneventful life flows into feelings of boredom where most days we have no choice other to live each day from a feeling of flatness. This feeling blocks all areas of life, as with flatness there's no enthusiasm to change, and this restricts our joy and our attempts to do differently towards our behaviours. Flatness also keeps us in a self-absorbed energy where we blame others or the world for our flatness, which keeps us living from mind's way where we are driven to protect our stories and self-worth, however the truth is they are only there to do differently. Uranus, like all outer planets, brings a strong energy, there is a power to it, and a Uranus Full Moon is no different. It brings in the unknown, the unpredictable, the unusual, and if stillness is present, it allows us to see what behaviours we have towards these energies. We can watch how we respond when events arrive within our life, whether they are unusual or unpredictable, and be mindful of the emotion that we have towards them. What thoughts govern your unknown? Do you fear them? Or do you hold feelings of stress or feel scattered towards them? Uranus energies hold us to what we have signed up to learn this lifetime in regards to our brilliance. Our brilliance arrives from the unknown and is attached to our uniqueness and our eccentricities, and these energies arrive from the unusual as we never truly know when it is coming as they arrive from our intuition. Our intuition just appears out of nowhere, it arrives from the unknown and if we are suspicious of the unknown, our body is not relaxed, and this leaves no room for our intuition to arrive. If we have fear or unsettled feelings when our life turns into the unknown, or if we feel the sensation of anxiety when our life becomes unpredictable or unusual and there's a dissatisfaction for these events, we can be inclined to resent the unknown, dislike the unpredictable and only see these energies as challenging. This blocks us from seeing the beauty of them. Even if the unknown arrives into our life and it is a challenging moment, it is only there to show us something about ourselves so we can do differently. When we see the beauty of the unknown, we start to search for the adventure and the excitement within our life, which leads us to value our unknown. When we trust the unknown, we come to understand that anything is possible, anything can happen in our day. When we watch ourselves believing in our unknown with a genuineness, we find there is a world of opportunity available to us. So many of us doubt our brilliance and our uniqueness, finding ways to cover them up and bury them without even noticing that we are doing it. This is a pattern that many of us choose to be part of our lives. What behaviours are you ready and available to let go of within this Aquarius Full Moon? What promises to self can be made to create change so that your uniqueness is felt, seen and acknowledged from within? Perhaps you'll find moments to expand your relaxation so peace can be felt, allowing the expansion of your present moment to a vibration where your present moments become solid within you. You could make room for some physical activities within each day so that you're able to use all your physical energy up and inhibit movement towards old emotional habits. It's a good idea within this moon to try to resist sugars and yeast foods as they feed our emotions and it can become challenging to leave our troubling thoughts and emotions behind. It is worth the commitment as it is a wonderful way to live your life when you are understanding or expanding your brilliance, valuing your uniqueness and honouring your eccentricities. Where you are able to experience them all at a new vibration, seeing them come to fruition as you tap into your inventiveness and moving towards contributing your talents and brilliance to your community, to your world so that you may take your place in assisting the world. This is what our soul journey is all about - strengthening ourselves so we can have the space for our energies to contribute our uniqueness, supporting those who we share our world with as well as this beautiful Earth that we all call home. I wish you well. The next blog post will explore The Masses from soul's perspective. ,This Aquarius Full Moon is an opportunity to explore our specialness, our uniqueness and the masses (the world), seeing where we can let go of old habits and create harmony within these energies. This allows us to feel solid in our knowing of our specialness where we believe in our uniqueness and our inventive knowings come to fruition within the masses for all to see, for the world to benefit from.
We begin by understanding and observing what emotions and habits make up our individual behaviour towards our specialness. Most of us have not looked at our behaviours towards it, especially at this vibration, so may I suggest that you slow everything down whilst reading this... Become present by feeling your breath. Perhaps read where you hear yourself saying each word softly, allowing yourself to hear without mind joining in and taking over. Within this Aquarius Full Moon, give space to explore and observe how your need for specialness influences you... what direction your wishes for specialness takes you... how much space is given to achieving your specialness from friends, family, partners, work, colleagues through compliments and recognition? Most of us have 'demands' within us and from soul's language 'demanding' is an inner expectation where we would like people to behave in a certain way and when they don't, our emotions become unsettled and we feel upset. When we really look into our specialness, we can see that most of us demand others to recognise us as special however we don't see those demands when we live from mind's way. There are many thoughts within our day but mind only recognises the loud stuff which leaves us closed to what is truly happening within our life regarding our needs for specialness as those thoughts are more subtle, hidden behind the loud stuff. Most of us are unaware of how our emotions are affected when our demands of wanting specialness are not met. We are unaware that we require others to give us our specialness, that we are holding them responsible to lift our self-worth and our confidence, unaware to see that we can't claim our own specialness ourselves because we can't feel it within ourselves. When we can't believe that we can be special ourselves, we go to the trouble of making everyone else responsible to show us our specialness and then we feel hurt when it doesn't happen - emotional hurts like rejection, unfairness, despair and we believe these hurts, which allows us to make others wrong, but in truth our hurt arrives because they are not behaving how we want them to. Some of us give our whole life to demanding others to adore us, especially if we have spent other lifetimes following these same wants, leaving us denying ourselves of other energies - energies like our uniqueness and our inventiveness as we are too scared to bring them to fruition incase they fail as we can only be seen as special. We can deny ourselves joy and happiness when we keep choosing to be adored as it becomes more important than joy or following our dreams and our lives become consumed and dictated by our desire to be seen as special by others. We might stay in the same job for years because we have mastered it and enjoy feeling special and adored, but deep down it's not what our soul is calling us to do. Or there are others who believe in their submissive behaviours and feel less than within their persona, leading them to prop up others by worshipping them and making others feel special, hoping that they will in turn be offered some kind of specialness themselves. Please don't just dismiss this, believing it is not you, just because your mind believes this is not you. Give it space to observe and question your specialness as it is there in all of us at some vibration, it is just our vibration that varies and we are able to see it more clearly. When we have the honesty to own our behaviours towards being adored we can start to create change, as it is one of the most beautiful gifts we can give ourselves - to believe in our own specialness, when we come to understand it is us and only us responsible for our own specialness. Only we can truly feel and know our own specialness, where it can be felt within us, allowing us to liberate ourselves to follow our own dreams, giving us the courage to honour our uniqueness, to honour our brilliance, allowing them to enter and be part of our world. By finding space to read this, change is happening at some vibration within you, and you can extend your learnings by starting to take responsibility for your own specialness within your day. You can find ways and moments to extend your relaxation. Begin by checking in with your breath, spending moments throughout your day, reminding yourself to breathe, as you want to become stronger at holding your present moment as it is here where you notice your doings, you are able to watch your actions as you interact with others, you can observe your emotions and you start to hear more of your thoughts. It is here that you can have a better understanding of your behaviours towards your specialness, as before you can cherish your own specialness within, you must first acknowledge what behaviours are already there. An example of an insight could be where you offer a friend help and you observe your thoughts around it. Notice if you are doing it to be adored by them or does it come from a genuineness? This allows you to change your perception in that moment, changing your thought to wanting to offer assistance for no other reason than to support your friend, allowing yourself to acknowledge your change within your chatter to self. We can all start to hear ourselves supporting ourselves, acknowledging our strengths, noticing our eccentricities, believing in them, giving space to expand them. Become more responsible with holding and lifting your personal energy vibration. Allow yourself to feel enthusiastic and alive, not because you want to impress others but because this is what you wish for yourself. If you find yourself holding a flatness within your persona and a contentment to put up with it, allow the space to create change towards this. Wherever you are within your day, whatever energies surround you, hold your specialness, hold your vitality within your lessons towards specialness as you move forward (or backwards, as we often do this too). Wherever you are is where you are meant to be so that you can learn more about yourself. When specialness comes from within, our life changes, our energies shift, our vibration is lifted... and with our vibration lifted, we are able to be in charge of our direction, we can believe in our direction, we are able to honour our uniqueness, our inventive self so we can move towards contributing our unique talents to our world from a genuineness. The next blog post will look at our uniqueness from soul's perspective. I wish you well. |
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